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[Jun. 12th, 2006|10:18 pm]
Wesley Wyndam-Pryce
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//Locked against Lindsey//

I’m worried. We’ve not heard from Lilah since she, apparently, disappeared into…wherever she disappeared into. According to this Anya twit. I’ve tried to help her out, but if she cannot be reached, or doesn’t even know who she is, then how can we help her? Anya’s not being very helpful either. I thought she was all for helping out women or some such.

Anyway, what has me even more worried then Lilah disappearing - and despite our indifferences, I still care for her. We have a past, one I‘m not likely to forget. Even if I‘m very happy as things are now. She deserves some happiness too - , is Lindsey.

I’ve not forgotten we went to see those bloody oracles. I’ve not forgotten he was being extremely vague and tried to avoid any questions when it came to them. I fear he’s going to do something extremely stupid. Just when Cordelia, he and I have finally worked things out, gotten together, he’d do something like that.

And I understand the reasons why. I’m just worried sick that I can’t do anything about it. If he’s not going to say anything, then how can we help? Oh, he’s being his usual self. All smiles and playing with the girls and flirting with both Cordelia and I, goofing around and… things like that.

He’s hiding something though, and that frightens me. Cordelia as well, I know this. Maybe she and I should corner him and just glare it out of him. Cordy has quite an impressive glare, I’d be surprised if she’d not get the truth out of him. Maybe that’s what we should do. I’m just at a loss and scared to loose what we’ve build up so carefully.


It’s a beautiful day outside. The girls and I went to the park, despite the protestations of certain people that I should be resting and not overexert myself. Certain people went along, to make sure I wasn’t doing as such. We had a nice day, with a picnic. It has been a long time since I’ve had a family day like that. Okay, I never had one, but that’s not the point.

I’m happy, and I’m oddly afraid and waiting for the bubble to burst.

[User Picture]From: rogue_lawyer
2006-06-14 01:54 am (UTC)
Bubble, schmubble. Way I see it, we've got a very, very good thing going on here. And I'm not about to let that go to waste.

And certain people are smarter than they look, wise guy. Besides, I was just there to push the swings. *grin*
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[User Picture]From: watcher_pryce
2006-06-14 02:42 am (UTC)
I don't think 'schmubble' is a word. Please don't go around making the girls grammar worse. And yes, we've a very good thing going. I'm glad you're not letting it go to waste, neither am I, doesn't mean I'm still not afraid the bubble will burst.

Yes, I must admit. Cordelia is a lot smarter then she looks, and she looks pretty damn smart to begin with. :0)

Marilee was very grateful you were there to push the swings. Since I wasn't allowed to do so from certain people, for some unknown reason.
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[User Picture]From: rogue_lawyer
2006-06-14 09:13 pm (UTC)
And this from the guy who calls people 'ponce' when he gets cranky...

She really is, isn't she? *smile* (Does this mean I'm safely out of the certain people category? Or that I'm... not as smart as I look? On second thought, don't answer that.)

Yeah, yeah. You just lounge and look good, hot stuff. We'll take care of the manual labor type jobs until you can walk to the park without getting out of breath.
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[User Picture]From: watcher_pryce
2006-06-14 10:02 pm (UTC)
Aren't I cranky all the time? At least that seems to be the general conscientious. And 'ponce' is a perfectly normal word that one can find in a dictionary. Unlike 'schumbble'.

Yes. She is. (No, that doesn't mean you're out of that category by a long shot. I'm not answering the second question, due to the fact that it's a really stupid question, you ponce)

I thought I looked bad, sick, still had bags under my eyes and weak 'shouldn't we go home so you can lay down?' I wasn't out of breath, it's not my fault you two wanted to have the picnic all the way on the other side of the park.
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[User Picture]From: rogue_lawyer
2006-06-15 12:46 am (UTC)
I could make you smile. And with Cordelia helping me, you're pretty much just doomed to happiness. Pompous, poncho, pond... nope, sorry man. No 'ponce' in my dictionary. No 'schmubble' either, but never mind that.

(Snippy, snippy...)

Okay, so certain people have a tendency to over-worry too. Can we settle on you looking 'rugged'? (Besides, you're the one who refused to let me carry you. *grin*)
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[User Picture]From: watcher_pryce
2006-06-15 03:44 am (UTC)
Oh? So from that note I take it you agree with the general conscientious? I...see. And what makes you think you don't already make me smile? But we all know your dictionary is an odd one. It doesn't even have the word 'wanker' in it.


Yes, certain people do. And as much as I love them, they're also very over...whelming. 'Rugged' is just another way for you to say 'cute'? Isn't it? Don't think I don't know what you're playing at, lawyer-chap. (Git)
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[User Picture]From: rogue_lawyer
2006-06-15 08:14 pm (UTC)
Do I ever? Screw the general consensus. *grin* Sure it does. It's listed under 'Words that only Wes and Spike seem to think are insults'.

(Don't worry about it. I'm just picking on you.)

You know that goes both ways, right? The... not the 'overwhelming' part, the other part. Because I've never really said it, but Cordelia comes right out and says it and that seems to work pretty well, and I think I'll just shut up now. Come on! I'm diversifying my vocabulary! You should be thrilled. (Am not. I was being helpful!)
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[User Picture]From: watcher_pryce
2006-06-15 08:25 pm (UTC)
Probably not. But you have pointed out, on several occasions I may add, that I'm...cranky, grumpy any word along those lines. I don't know. I smile on occasion, don't I? They are insults, even Giles agrees. You're just annoyed because you still haven't figured out what a 'wanker' is.

(I'd rather you picked me up. I could teach you all about wankers)

I didn't think you were around me for my smile. Although now that Cordy is in the picture too, I have to wonder Cordy is Cordy, 'tact' very rarely shows in her dictionary. Why do you feel the need to shut up? 'Rugged' is not diversifying (is that even a word?) from you vocabulary. I could teach you some words that will, I'll guarantee you'll be thrilled. (Threatening to carry me, in front of the girls, while I'm perfectly capable of walking, is not being helpful. Smartarse.)
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