| Past, Present, and Whatever the Bloody Future Brings On - (I'll Always Stick By Her Side) |
[Jul. 16th, 2008|02:13 pm] |
Characters: Spike
Time: 8:00 p.m.
Location: Rome, Italy - Slayer Headquarters
Rating: TBD
Thread Status: Complete
Well it's been quite the bloody journey for myself, and even more so for Buffy. One word comes to mind when look back to see how I've gotten here. How, she's gotten here. Divide.
For me it was quite easy though. Angel, Buffy, Angel, Buffy, Angel, Buffy? And well, as you can see, I choose Buffy. Wasn't that hard, Buffy has quite the bod over Angel any day. Plus, the whole picking on Angel, it can get rather tired some when you keep at it. Over, and over, and over. Oh, and over again.
But back to Buffy, I thought I've seen it all with her, with us. The things we've done. Things she's done. Course Buffy losing her little Scoobie gang. Well, that was clearly something that came as much of a shock to anyone that knew Buffy and them. Tight little group, the Scoobies were. Makes you wonder if good can come out on top, if something that tight can fall apart.
Oh, also another big shocker. Buffy, crazy. I'm guessing it has something to do with that Dana girl. Crazy little bent, if ever saw one. Which brings me back to Buffy and myself. Have a feeling there's something more between Buffy and Dana, other than this Slayer business they have going on. But it doesn't matter either way really, I suppose I'd still stick it out with Buffy even if we do end up apart. Well, apart in that sexual, closeness, type way. That we had, or have.
Besides, crazy as Buffy is, she's still fighting the good fight, and that's the side I wanna be on. Or, I just don't wanna lose hope in Buffy. Never give up on her. Even with her crazy, and possibly gettin' crazier ways.
Also weird as it seems, looking back on it all. I've been her one constant thing in her life, since way back in Sunnydale. I suppose, I also could never leave Buffy, given that fact between us either. Who knows what that would do to her if we ever did or do part ways for good. And yeah, we were apart for that one time I came back, in Los Angeles. But there just wasn't ever that right moment to find Buffy then. Not to mention the big brooding boss of the fancy law firm had to come along that one time we did go to see Buffy. Which, never did her then.
Oh well, that's all the past any how. Present is what matters, and I have to do what I have to do, weather it's with Buffy in a relationship or as her friend, or if it's just a matter of being there for her, helping her, anyway possible. |
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